september first again
change is coming, whether you like it or not.
a strange new feature of creating fragmentary narratives that
has a hurtful nefarious impact.
this summer, of course,
I'm thinking of ending things,
is that too much to ask?
you are likely ignorant of the fact that
the bigger the highs, the deeper the troughs.
mostly inactive and sobbing and
needs to just chill the fuck out
so you can finally get some sleep in.
dipped in vermillion, close to the end you point
holding the lifeless body
that's a particular loss - but not gone.
ask me what you want to know, but I won't tell you the truth, of that you can be sure.
I was freaking out at the beginning, but I've kind of slotted into a rhythm.
I think your emotional state is totally justified.